Communication, Love ♥ & Life

Why you hurt me? in thursday and it is end of Month. when I have no money and no attention. hehhehee. When you so care to others its so hurts me. I was a women who watches you from a far why you so care with everything with Her, Why you always leave emotion or comment for all her posting?. Who am I for You? nothing??? Iam nothing :(. Why Iam so stupid? I cant stop waiting you, I always hope that one day you will turn around, One day you will look toward me. now I know its too impposibble. from the beginning we are nothing. only "You"  and "Me" not "Us". I want to forget you, forget all but I can't. I dont have idea what should i do to stop thinking about you. Sometimes you make me feel special, in another time you are a strange. Sometimes you make me smile, make me laugh a long day, you give me a beautiful dream at night. there is so many question i want to ask you. Do you know what makes me so happy? Yes, recall you on my memory all day.

R 10 Desember 2016 Semuanya  bermula dari suatu ketika aku kurang piknik, dan berada pada fase lagi jenuh-jenuhnya sama kerjaan. Bukan cuma cintaku sama abang aja yang bisa jenuh hingga merasa depresi, aku merasa stress dan kemudian aku butuh piknik. Aku mencari-cari partner yang bisa di ajak Travelling tapi di zaman yang serba susah dan sibuk ini, sangat susah  untuk menemukan teman dan menentukan jadwal. Finally.... aku mau solo Traveller, Sound happy? Ehh tiba-tiba kepengen solo hiking lebih seru kayaknya. Lalu aku googling Gunung yang ramah buat pendaki pemula, dan keindahan alam tiada tara. Fyi : aku Belum pernah camp di puncak gunung. Now? Tiba-tiba aku pengen naik gunung sendirian di wilayah yang belum aku kenal. New place, New mountain and Iam solo fighter. Sound pity :( . menemukan diri sendiri bersama gunung sepertinya menyenangkan semacam me time gitu dehh. Temen Es-Deh gue :)), dan masih awet tanpa pengawet hingga sekarang Melalui hasil googling sana-sini